Do you see those stretch marks? I see them and I am proud of them. I was tough carrying and giving birth to my 3 kids. It changed my body, it changed my mind and it changed my life. I wouldn’t trade a moment of it for anything.
In the last 30 days I have sold our old family home and moved the kids and I to a new place. It’s way smaller but it suits us well. We put boxes in the basement to make room for holiday decorations. We made it through the first 3 weeks at the new school and yes it was tough. The kids did awesome and have made new friend and have also kept their grades up. I am so proud of them. It was something I didn’t want to do but had to do. I am hoping that as they get older they will see the decision I had to make was to keep us finaincially strong . I have gained extra hours with the during the week and I have the priviledge of taking them to school everyday. I have always wanted to have that chance. It is a blessing every day even during the craziness…lol
In the last two years tough choices have been made…some by myself and some by others. I have learned from them all. I have buried my pride on more then one occassion for my kids. I look at my stretch marks and I know I have earned them in so many ways. The love for my children makes me the person I am today. But the love I have found for myself is awesome too. Finding the balance between divorced mom and mom is intersting.
I am tough….. God has made me tough. The kids make me strong. I make myself Tough and Strong. The drama is never ending. The anger towards me is unfair, but I pray every night that peace will come. As I thought about what 2015 will bring for me and my kids I looked at my marks and thought no matter what “We Got this!” We will live by this quote again this year…..” You never know how strong you are until being storng is the only choice you have”